song to share


Came across thise song....quite meaningful...


i love dress up....

First and foremost let me first congratulate my batch mates for passing 1st year
wohooo.....


and back to the topic of my post...
yes...i love dressing up....
below are some clothes i wore these few days....






me in malaysia....
another one more year in india 2 go.....


A view totally different

India--really a country of poverty....
though i noe there are part of world where food is not enough to run a county...
but never i though i will actually study in one of these country....

i often complain bout being not rich enuf to spend much
or about the political chaos in malaysia....
or no money to travel around...
never did i realize how bless i really am...

beggars fill the streets of india...
regardless of age and sex....
having seeing these,i realize my problem are so insignificant...
it pains me to see they are actually people who are that poor...
children are suppose to be the next leader of the country...
but i only see children begging...
they do not hav a shelter
they do not noe when to eat
they do not receive proper education
do they still have a future?

so people...next time when u complain about your life..
think about others that are in worse state than you...
feel blessed that you are not one of them
at least you have a shelter..
or family and friends to rely on...


hey guy!!

After a long wait....finally i am back!!!!
blog shall be updated soon...so stay tune~~~
just arrive at lcct yesterday~~~
guess who came to fetch me???
yes!!! my dear!!!
how long we dint meet each other??miss him like hell....
on top of tat...cian ling and egg gav me a surprise call...
miss them so much too....

goin out wif dear ltr....
any1 tat wishes to date me have to make appointment in advance...
haha...just joking....i noe i am not tat popular
anyway...if you guys are free...just give me a call
i miss every1.....

So not ready

Another year down the drain...
come to think of it...wat had i achieve throughout tis whole yr....
being forced to live alone...away from friends and family...
and come to stay in tis inhospitable environment had really broaden my perspective...
no longer protected,
every decision, every action i made are under my responsibility...
here, i see things others don't....experience stuff normal ppl will never dream of...
and yet...i am still so not ready to turn 20....
my shoulders are still not ready to carry the burden for a grown up...
i am still tat clumsy,careless and inconsiderate little gal...
Yet...i have no choice to go on....
there is no use of moaning and complaining....
A grown up i am and i grown up i will be...
from now on, i shall live as though today is the last day...
to live to its fullest...



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A special thanks to my friends....
thanks for the birthday party and gift...
i really LOVE it~~~
celebrating in india wasn't tat bad after all...

Brain problem

I have a problem....a defect in the brain in fact...which in almost incurable....
i have a problem with numbers....
when i mean numbers...it includes all the numbers in ur everyday life
not just only mathematics or physics....
but even dates....
i cant remember most of the birthdays....
i cant remember dear's birthday and even our anniversary date
(sorry dear)
i cant remember dates to hand in assignment...
it took me few years to remember my parents birthday...
their birthdays are easy enough to remember
just the day before christmas....
i cant remember any contact number..except mine of course....

i cant do simple maths without a calculator
which is real troublesome when u are in a market...or shopping....


which is exactly the reason why i hav chosen dentistry as my life long career
less mathematics
i hav always been stronger in memorizing subject...
i would hav chosen medicine too
if my parents hadn't object...
(they even tried to stop me from pursuing dentistry, think it would be better if i choose sth girly)


i hope my children wont be like me...@@

Nerdy nerdy me


wee....finished my second term exam...
goodbye to the nerdy me.....
although i will return to the nerdy self by another 2 more weeks...

in conclusion, i screw up my 2nd term....
which might be a gud thing for me
coz oni then i will be motivated to study...
haiz....
dentistry is not a human course...
too much to study..
too much to memorize...
anatomy, physiology, oral biology, biochemistry...
when will all these be over???
must start to study 4 my finals..
cannot afford to screw up....
i dun 1 to spend another half yr in salem...
in this uncivilized place...







chocolate.....my stimulant......