come to think of it...wat had i achieve throughout tis whole yr....

being forced to live alone...away from friends and family...

and come to stay in tis inhospitable environment had really broaden my perspective...

no longer protected,

every decision, every action i made are under my responsibility...

here, i see things others don't....experience stuff normal ppl will never dream of...

and yet...i am still so not ready to turn 20....

my shoulders are still not ready to carry the burden for a grown up...

i am still tat clumsy,careless and inconsiderate little gal...

Yet...i have no choice to go on....

there is no use of moaning and complaining....

A grown up i am and i grown up i will be...

from now on, i shall live as though today is the last day...

to live to its fullest...

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A special thanks to my friends....

thanks for the birthday party and gift...

i really LOVE it~~~

celebrating in india wasn't tat bad after all...