Dun feel shocked ppl~~~i noe my birthday is still ages away.....
being 21 feels big...like stepping into adulthood all of a sudden....and it never fails to make me feel old.....arhhhh...i can see wrinkle in my face adi.....LOL....
Dun think i am mad....i have valid reasons for organizing tis party tat early.....
Firstly, according to old saying, its better to celebrate birthday early than late....
Secondly, i am gonna be stuck in india on my big day so no choice but to celebrate early la, while i am still in malaysia.....
i am sorry i did not invite any1....its just a small celebration with relatives....i dun feel necessary to make it big since it is not on my actual date......
outfit of the day....one piece from sg wang for RM25.....sg wang clothes are madly cheap....honestly, how do they earn from tis????
1st to reach klang with dear with his family....making the birthday gal to wait...how can they do tis????sitting down enjoying the nice scenary.....
mum reached and the 1st thing she does is to take photos with her iphone......
baby cousin.....so adorable....i can't resist pinching him in the face.....
my turn to carry the baby.....end up with the baby crying searching for his mum....
a little wine to spice up the celebration.....
ang pau from grandma and gold key from both aunt...
necklace from dear's mum and a notebook from his sis....
thanks a lot for celebrating with me....i love the present.....
the big 21
feels like goin old so fast..
it seems like only ytd tat i ended my secondary skul...
i cant deny tat time passes so fast...
being 21 might be the ripest moment to a gal..
but its the gloomiest moment of my life (cause i am still stuck in tis stupid india)
many things happened in 2010....i begin pursuing dentistry in India...dad and mum was so anxious...we hav been through tis discussion over and over again...i insisted on my decision
(even though i kinda regret now) and no matter how reluctant they are....i noe deep down tat they support me to the max~~~i miss them a lot too...being away from home for the 1st time was vry hard for me...i just could not stop crying....but i noe tis is the path tat i choose and for tat i must persist till the end...just hope tat my decision was a right one....
i travelled to a lot of places in India...mayb even more than the places tat i visited in Malaysia....
Banglore, Ooty, Kerala, Yercaud, Wonder La( a theme park in Banglore....honestly i prefer Wonder La than USS...at least there are more thrilling rides to play with)...the list may seem short here but i hav been to Banglore 3-4 times( i am so sick of Banglore now)...so yeah....travelling is always the best way to spend free time...it makes us feel tat time past faster coz at least there is sth to look forward to...holidays don't come by easy in India,so travelling during short holidays is a MUST!!! My next trip shall be to Pondicherry...haha..shall post about it if i gt a chance to go....
i hav seen a different part of the world....even though i hav always read or heard tat India is a country of poverty..i never though i actually gt a chance to visit it...its actually like Slumdog Millionaire....beggars(including man,women and kids) stream the road,asking for money...there are some tat sleep under the bridge or by the road side...some tat earn so less tat i dunno how they gonna survive...Despite tis, there is also the RICHER part of India...where the rich gets richer by exploiting the poor...the poor gets poorer...tis is wat happening in an overpopulated country...Compared to tat..Malaysia is a way better country...
dear and i are still goin on smoothly...its already been 1 yr plus...and the count still goes on...i miss him a lot here...and i noe tat he misses me equally as well...
i miss my frens more than ever....And even we had our separate life or hav not met for long time,its sometimes amazing to noe tat we still share the same thought and our bond is still as strong as ever....Words just could not fully describe how i feel about you guys....
its my 1st time not spending CNY in Malaysia...Its not the angpao tat matters but being a chinese,i wasn't able to celebrate the biggest festival in the chinese calender...FML...tis year is gonna be the second time...just wish i quickly finish my second year and head bac to Penang...i am glad tat my parents( being chinese-illiterate) sent me for chinese education...and even my chinese basics are not strong...but i am still proud to noe my mother tongue( being able to read and write)...at least i noe my ancestor's root...haha
a big kiss from mum...love you too...♥
A SUPER LONG POST...
recently gt addicted to tis korean drama...
the whole drama is so so so touching..
i just cant stop my tears from flowing...
the whole drama only compose of 16 episodes...
so b4 u realise it...the show has already ended....
another good news is tat i will be coming bac tis christmas!!!
Santa clause rmb to prepare present for me ya~~
cant wait to go home...
miss home so much tat i hav no mood to study now...
internals is 2ml and look at me...still blogging...
time for me to study...
so stay tune....
Another holiday just gone like tat...
will be flying back to india next mon....
no matter how long my holiday is..i will still feel reluctant to leave malaysia....
nevertheless...my holiday was great.....
and i shall miss doing things that i love most..........
i love dress up...
i dunno how other ppl think...but i feel great doing so....
sumhow it makes me feel more secure...
however, i rarely make up...due to my over-sensitive skin...
i love reading.....
i dun understand why....
but most of my frens go "huh, you read ar???" once they realize this....
i can go broke by just reading....
reading is seriously an expensive hobby in malaysia....
a book can cost about rm30++.....wth...
just look at my collection of books....
i love spending time with my family....
ntg beats them.....
i love anime....
can't imagine???
i love dancing.....
those pics were taken during a belly dance performance....
my make up is so thick....
you wont even recognize its me....
And lastly, i love spending time with dear....
To anonymous....
tis is an outdated post....just trying to voice out how i feel....
请你在说我之前看看你自己！！！
你有比我好吗？？？
你有什么资格批评我？？？
你有什么资格骂 我？？？
说什么要我改是为我好。。。please。。我又不是你女朋友，为什么要为了你这些话而改变我自己？？
或许，我真的有错。。。
我承认我很人任性，很小姐脾气。。。
可是从你口中用这样的语气说出来我就是不接受！！！
我虽然那时是被你那番话弄哭了。。。
可是我并不软弱！！！
说我小气也好，什么都好。。。
总之我从来就没有被人这样骂过。。。
这口气怎么也消不掉。。。
我从来没有看过男生那么小气。。。
连那么琐碎的事都可以那么计较。。。
还有，别说到你好像很照顾朋友。。。
也不是每天在陪女朋友。。。重色情友。。。。
个人觉得。。。你的思想很肤浅。。。
讲话没经过大脑。。。
就比如说，你对我有些不满。。。
难道就不能好好的告诉我吗？？？
有必要用这样的方式来解决吗？？
想起来，觉得自己真笨。。竟然会为了你那番话哭。。
为了这样的人流泪真不值得。。。浪费我的眼泪。。。
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First and foremost let me first congratulate my batch mates for passing 1st year
wohooo.....
and back to the topic of my post...
yes...i love dressing up....
below are some clothes i wore these few days....
me in malaysia....another one more year in india 2 go.....
Another year down the drain...come to think of it...wat had i achieve throughout tis whole yr....
being forced to live alone...away from friends and family...
and come to stay in tis inhospitable environment had really broaden my perspective...
no longer protected,
every decision, every action i made are under my responsibility...
here, i see things others don't....experience stuff normal ppl will never dream of...
and yet...i am still so not ready to turn 20....
my shoulders are still not ready to carry the burden for a grown up...
i am still tat clumsy,careless and inconsiderate little gal...
Yet...i have no choice to go on....
there is no use of moaning and complaining....
A grown up i am and i grown up i will be...
from now on, i shall live as though today is the last day...
to live to its fullest...
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A special thanks to my friends....
thanks for the birthday party and gift...
i really LOVE it~~~
celebrating in india wasn't tat bad after all...
I have a problem....a defect in the brain in fact...which in almost incurable....i have a problem with numbers....
when i mean numbers...it includes all the numbers in ur everyday life
not just only mathematics or physics....
but even dates....
i cant remember most of the birthdays....
i cant remember dear's birthday and even our anniversary date
(sorry dear)
i cant remember dates to hand in assignment...
it took me few years to remember my parents birthday...
their birthdays are easy enough to remember
just the day before christmas....
i cant remember any contact number..except mine of course....
i cant do simple maths without a calculator
which is real troublesome when u are in a market...or shopping....
which is exactly the reason why i hav chosen dentistry as my life long career
less mathematics
i hav always been stronger in memorizing subject...
i would hav chosen medicine too
if my parents hadn't object...
(they even tried to stop me from pursuing dentistry, think it would be better if i choose sth girly)
i hope my children wont be like me...@@
wee....finished my second term exam...
goodbye to the nerdy me.....
although i will return to the nerdy self by another 2 more weeks...
in conclusion, i screw up my 2nd term....
which might be a gud thing for me
coz oni then i will be motivated to study...
haiz....
dentistry is not a human course...
too much to study..
too much to memorize...
anatomy, physiology, oral biology, biochemistry...
when will all these be over???
must start to study 4 my finals..
cannot afford to screw up....
i dun 1 to spend another half yr in salem...
in this uncivilized place...
chocolate.....my stimulant......
