Lonely CNY

10:32 PM 傻猪~~~cryspi~~~ 0 Comments




Its a lonely CNY in India...

there are no red to be seen on the streets

no decorations on every house and shopping complex

no songs to be heard

no visiting of relatives

no balik kampung

no buying new clothes

no baking cookies, frying arrow head and crab meat

no non-stop eating of cookies, ba kua and roasted pork

no illegal gambling with cousins

no girls talk all night long

no playing fireworks

no praying in temple

no watching CNY movie in cinema

no gathering with frens

no holiday

And most of all---------NO ANGPAO!!!








Here,

she wishes every1 a prosperous CNY

may every1 hav a good yr ahead

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The Road Not Taken

7:01 PM 傻猪~~~cryspi~~~ 0 Comments





Two roads diverged in a yellow wood,
And sorry I could not travel both
And be one traveler, long I stood
And looked down one as far as I could
To where it bent in the undergrowth;

Then took the other, as just as fair,
And having perhaps the better claim
Because it was grassy and wanted wear,
Though as for that the passing there
Had worn them really about the same,

And both that morning equally lay
In leaves no step had trodden black.
Oh, I marked the first for another day!
Yet knowing how way leads on to way
I doubted if I should ever come back.

I shall be telling this with a sigh
Somewhere ages and ages hence:
Two roads diverged in a wood, and I,
I took the one less traveled by,
And that has made all the difference.

Robert Frost



i contemplate for a long time
and choose the road less taken
i ponder about the other roads
and the destination that they would lead me to
tempting it may be,but i noe it will not giv the satisfaction tat i seek
fear filled me but curiosity overpowered my heart..
and hence i took the road less taken
reckless it may seem, but the trip was worthwhile...
and along with me, memories and experience shall accompany bac to my home country...

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1:22 PM 傻猪~~~cryspi~~~ 0 Comments

The stupid unstable internet connection is really driving me crazy….it took me 4 days to upload n resize all the photos…and I almost giv up on posting…haha…dun worry…I hav strong determination….


In lieu to Ponggal festival( which is similar to CNY to chinese), we hav 4 days holidays...after some long discussion, we decided to visit Chennai...



I am sure tat most of you have heard Chennai before…Its is the largest city in Tamil Nadu..its not suprising tat it reaches the rank of metropolitant as it houses so many resident...


its a 2 days 1 night trip...we took sleeper bus and headed towards chennai...the journey takes about 8 hours...even its a sleeper bus, its still difficult to slp due to the rocking movement of bus..





headed straight to the beach after we arrived at chennai....
the beach was ordinary....we expected a polluted, dirty beach but surprised to realise it wasnt tat polluted after all...but the water wasnt really crystal clear and the sand grain is rough...the feeling is vry unpleasant the sand enters into slippers













we were busy taking photos and didnt notice a wave of tide heading towards us...we took a run for it but it was in vain...it struck us and soaked our feets....luckily just the feet or else i dunno how to continue survive the whole day....



















A group pic taken before leaving the beach...everyone is here except for kuan hui....he's behind us, riding the horse...





had breakfast in some random restaurant....the price is freaking mad expensive....





we had nowhere to go since its still early and the malls is still close....so we visited a few churches 1st....

kelly and i standing in front of st. Mary church..










the Christian fellowship group....






went to st. Thomas church after this...grand right?












spend our rest of the day shopping and mall-hopping


My lunch....SUBWAY!!!






After walking so many malls( 3, i think) , we were exhausted and need to replenish our energy supply...
had buffet in BBQ nation...
buffet is really not my kind of thing coz i am a small eater...and it is not worth it...






the next day is just shopping shopping and shopping again...
visited chennai largest mall---EXPRESS AVENUE
we actually wanted to catch a movie...but only tamil movie is on air...stupid...





My breakfast....yea...SUBWAY again...had subway 2 days in a row....somehow Malaysia's subway taste better....



And Baskin Robbin for dessert...



had dinner b4 we head bac again...







Bye Chennai....din really visit many places...all we did most is shopping...
hopefully





































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Fast update

6:37 PM 傻猪~~~cryspi~~~ 0 Comments

Hey i am bac...and bringing a little update and insight of my life...

class started 1 week ago...and i reluctantly move my ass bac to India...
Lots of stuff to catch up but i am still in holiday mood...
and i am stuck here during CNY...which makes me feel worse...
ok...enuf of my complaining..more update on my classes...
second year classes are a little more demandin and stressful..
but it gets kinda fun once you get the hang of it...



we are learning cavity preparation( drilling teeth??LOL)
anyway it isn't as simple as it seem..
to prepare a cavity with exact depth and outline form requires lots of concentration...
coz if its too deep it will reach the pupl---causes pain sensation
and if its too shallow--den wat for you drill the tooth???
not only we have to drill it...we hav to 'fill' the cavity too...
on top of tat,those stupid lecturers keep pressuring around, lookin for any excuse to send shouts around the lab...as if our task isn't easy enuf...



ODS classes are in Phantom lab
Dun ask me wat ODS stands for..coz i am not really sure myself..hehe
tat's Charleen...leaning on Mr.Phantom



My restored tooth~~~
looks like the one in your mouth right???haha





My prepared cavity..
get wat i mean when i said the cavity has a definite outline form??
it has to look like tis...though mine wasn't really perfect...





My patient...can you see 'his' muscle??? jk...




be a gud boy and open your mouth widely for doctor,ok???
rmb to brush teeth and eat less sweets and chocolate..







My instrument..
scattered around
looks professional right...haha...i am most certainly not...




in every post...there must always be a vain pic of me...
and here it is...haha
the thing i hate most about ODS classes is the attire...
ODS lecturers are vry particular wif attire..so troublesome...
formal wear is a must...
mask, gloves and headcap is a must too...
for those wif glasses,its ok...for those who dun hav,they hav to get googles( since when i see dentist wearing headcap and googles???)
and those stuff stinks...
gloves stinks and the smell stays even after washing...wtf...
lucky my hands are not sweaty....it looks seriously disgusting after long hours wearing gloves...
the mask stinks too...i dunno y...and wearing for long hrs develops breathing difficulty...
it makes you feel hot too--coz the air keep circulating within the mask....
the headcap gets disgusting once you sweat...and hot too..



honestly, i feel i look more like a lab technician than dentist...FML...


Dentistry is an art which i suck in....
tats all...stay tune for next time....

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Bruno Mars Just The Way You Are

10:05 PM 傻猪~~~cryspi~~~ 0 Comments

Bruno Mars Just The Way You Are


Oh her eyes, her eyes
Make the stars look like they're not shining
Her hair, her hair
Falls perfectly without her trying

She's so beautiful
And I tell her every day

Yeah I know, I know
When I compliment her
She wont believe me
And its so, its so
Sad to think she don't see what I see

But every time she asks me do I look okay
I say

When I see your face
There's not a thing that I would change
Cause you're amazing
Just the way you are
And when you smile,
The whole world stops and stares for awhile
Cause girl you're amazing
Just the way you are

Her nails, her nails
I could kiss them all day if she'd let me
Her laugh, her laugh
She hates but I think its so sexy



**********************************************************
just a song tat i came across rummaging my music file..
i heard tis on the radio b4 but just couldn't find the name...
and just realize tat all the while it was in my folder..how silly of me...
i wanted to embed the video but too bad...the stupid skul block youtube...so yeah...find it yourself in youtube...haha...they even block blogspot...WTH
anyway the point is i LOVE tis song...sorts of describe how i feel towards a relationship..
When you love someone,you just love him the way he is..including his fault...so dun complain bout him being not gud enuf...bcoz u choose him...Loving someone means tolerance and patience...Give both of your some time to get used to each other...

yeah..i run out of things to say...so hope your enjoy the song...

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9:03 PM 傻猪~~~cryspi~~~ 0 Comments

the big 21
feels like goin old so fast..
it seems like only ytd tat i ended my secondary skul...
i cant deny tat time passes so fast...
being 21 might be the ripest moment to a gal..
but its the gloomiest moment of my life (cause i am still stuck in tis stupid india)


many things happened in 2010....
i begin pursuing dentistry in India...dad and mum was so anxious...we hav been through tis discussion over and over again...i insisted on my decision (even though i kinda regret now) and no matter how reluctant they are....i noe deep down tat they support me to the max~~~i miss them a lot too...being away from home for the 1st time was vry hard for me...i just could not stop crying....but i noe tis is the path tat i choose and for tat i must persist till the end...just hope tat my decision was a right one....





i travelled to a lot of places in India...mayb even more than the places tat i visited in Malaysia....
Banglore, Ooty, Kerala, Yercaud, Wonder La( a theme park in Banglore....honestly i prefer Wonder La than USS...at least there are more thrilling rides to play with)...the list may seem short here but i hav been to Banglore 3-4 times( i am so sick of Banglore now)...so yeah....travelling is always the best way to spend free time...it makes us feel tat time past faster coz at least there is sth to look forward to...holidays don't come by easy in India,so travelling during short holidays is a MUST!!! My next trip shall be to Pondicherry...haha..shall post about it if i gt a chance to go....


i hav seen a different part of the world....even though i hav always read or heard tat India is a country of poverty..i never though i actually gt a chance to visit it...its actually like Slumdog Millionaire....beggars(including man,women and kids) stream the road,asking for money...there are some tat sleep under the bridge or by the road side...some tat earn so less tat i dunno how they gonna survive...Despite tis, there is also the RICHER part of India...where the rich gets richer by exploiting the poor...the poor gets poorer...tis is wat happening in an overpopulated country...Compared to tat..Malaysia is a way better country...



dear and i are still goin on smoothly...its already been 1 yr plus...and the count still goes on...i miss him a lot here...and i noe tat he misses me equally as well...


i miss my frens more than ever....And even we had our separate life or hav not met for long time,its sometimes amazing to noe tat we still share the same thought and our bond is still as strong as ever....Words just could not fully describe how i feel about you guys....


its my 1st time not spending CNY in Malaysia...Its not the angpao tat matters but being a chinese,i wasn't able to celebrate the biggest festival in the chinese calender...FML...tis year is gonna be the second time...just wish i quickly finish my second year and head bac to Penang...i am glad tat my parents( being chinese-illiterate) sent me for chinese education...and even my chinese basics are not strong...but i am still proud to noe my mother tongue( being able to read and write)...at least i noe my ancestor's root...haha

a big kiss from mum...love you too...

A SUPER LONG POST...

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6:34 PM 傻猪~~~cryspi~~~ 0 Comments

2 WEEKS IS NOT ENUF!!!


ya...i'm bac n stuck in tis freaking place again....
my holidays are so short...
sorry to those tat i could not meet...
i promise we shall meet in march.




missing my family like hell...
Do we look identical in tis photo??haha
Dun worry bout me mum....i will be bac in a blink of an eye...
till then take care ya..
CNY is coming..Dun overwork urself...





yeah...another pic of me full of pimple....
see the reason y i wanna learn photoshop?







slap me in the face for blogging now...
coz there's tons of work waiting 2 be done...
the dust in my room is almost 1 inch thick...
30kg of luggage waiting to be unloaded...
but...but...my eyes are drooping now..
how can i still feel tired after sleeping for so long...




stay tune for any update..

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A new start

11:05 PM 傻猪~~~cryspi~~~ 0 Comments

My new Year resolution...

izzit too late for new year resolution?

1. Slim down...Eat less..coz i really look fat round now...i need to get bac to my original figure....
when i get bac to Penang,i must resume my dancing lesson or yoga...no matter how or wat
other ppl say, i must SLIM SLIM down...

2.Stop procrastinating...more of action and less talk...i noe i'm a noisy and talkative person....i
will try to change my bad habbits..

3.DONT SQUANDER....i think tis takes the most determination...i tend to spend a lot more than
other normal ppl will spend (mostly on unnecessary stuff)...arrgh..i really hate my big-spender-habbit...

4.EAT LESS CHOCOLATE.....which is another determination-consuming-resolution....chocolate is my life..how can i live without it....but with pimples popping like mushroom on my skin and constantly falling sick,i really cant afford to continue eating so much...i need to get my smooth complexion back badly...

5.CONTROL MY EMOTIONS...my emotions are always off-control when i am in india...i tend to EMO a lot,feel depressed, low self-esteem and confidence...my anger flares up rapidly and i gets impatient...so ya,i must CONTROL CONTROL...

6.CRY LESS.....i admit my tears falls like raindrops...i cry whenever i gets emotional or even when watching a touching movie...

7.STUDY HARDER?

8.STOP COMPLAINING....actually i only complain bout INDIA...but still its bad to complain when i am blessed wif everything...i shud feel contended tat i hav a supporting family and bf, frens that i can always lean on and a home that is always waiting for me...

9.LEARN PHOTOSHOP...at least the basics...




went out with matthew, daniel and hao ying ytd for dinner...
i noe i spend most of my time spore and dint get a chance to meet any1...but i promise to meet your next holiday ok?



my 1st time to tis restaurant in gardens...
the queue is f****** mad...luckily we reached early and secure ourselves a place..




my dinner..
can you believe tat i finish tat thing?? i am so proud of myself...wahahaha





tried to take a group photo..but FAILED....
haha...we tried to use timer...but couldn't adjust...so we gave up...




pretty hao ying and i
the angle of me face looks weird...







matthew and i...such a charming smile..





matthew and daniel...


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Convenient flying

10:12 AM 傻猪~~~cryspi~~~ 0 Comments


hey guys...ya...i am bac in kl
any1 wanna date me?

went bac by bus---Aeroline



my luggage--looks like its gonna burst
coz i had to bring bac stuff that my bro and parents forget...
so ya..i had to emphasize that those are not my stuff...
i hardly buy anything there~~ :p




kaofu and uncle tony sent us off
so nice of them...
thanks for the hospitality and everthing...
see you soon in the near future....






Aeroline---the airplane concept

checking in..



waiting for the bus...



arr...i dun wan to leave...
goin bac to kl reminds me tat i only had a few days left in kl
FML..
y my holidays hav to be so short
i haven gt a chance to meet any1 yet
i miss every1 so much...

can u see my dear asking me to abort..
coz i dun wanna leave...T.T
spore is like paradise to me...




another vain pic of me




i din know that bus service serve food nowadays...
and the food is better than AIRASIA...
haha....
mind me...i hav been very anti-airasia lately..
but i hav no choice---no money ma...
i always end up wif headache after taking airasia flight
stupid budget airline..











our comfy seat



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